On a Quiet Street by Seraphina Nova Glass
In a few days Seraphina Nova Glass’ newest book, On a Quiet
Street, will be available. Thanks to Graydon House Books, I have a sneak peek
into the first chapter before you can buy the book! First, about the book -
A simple
arrangement. A web of deceit with shocking consequences.
Welcome to Brighton Hills: an exclusive, gated community set
against the stunning backdrop of the Oregon coast. Home to doctors, lawyers,
judges--all the most upstanding members of society. Nothing ever goes wrong
here. Right?
Cora's husband, Finn, is a cheater. She knows it; she just needs
to prove it. She's tired of being the nagging, suspicious wife who analyzes her
husband's every move. She needs to catch him in the act. And what better way to
do that than to set him up for a fall?
Paige has nothing to lose. After she lost her only child in a
hit-and-run last year, her life fell apart: her marriage has imploded, she
finds herself screaming at baristas and mail carriers, and she's so convinced
Caleb's death wasn't an accident that she's secretly spying on all everyone in
Brighton Hills so she can find the murderer. So it's easy for her to entrap
Finn and prove what kind of man he really is.
But Paige and Cora are about to discover far more than a cheating husband. What starts as a little agreement between friends sets into motion a series of events neither of them could have ever predicted, and that exposes the deep fault lines in Brighton Hills. Especially concerning their mysterious new neighbor, Georgia, a beautiful recluse who has deep, dark secrets of her own...
ONE
Paige
Paige stands, watering her
marigolds in the front yard and marvels at how ugly they are. The
sweet-potato-orange flowers remind her of a couch from the 1970s, and she
suddenly hates them. She crouches down, ready to rip them from their roots,
wondering why she ever planted such an ugly thing next to her pristine Russian
sage, and then the memory steals her breath. The church Mother’s Day picnic
when Caleb was in the sixth grade. Some moron had let the potato salad sit too
long in the sun, and Caleb got food poisoning. All the kids got to pick a
flower plant to give to their moms, and even though Caleb was puking
mayonnaise, he insisted on going over to pick his flower to give her. He was so
proud to hand it to her in its little plastic pot, and she said they’d plant it
in the yard and they’d always have his special marigolds to look at. How could
she have forgotten?
She feels tears rise in her throat but swallows them
down. Her dachshund, Christopher, waddles over and noses her arm: he always
senses when she’s going to cry, which is almost all the time since Caleb died.
She kisses his head and looks at her now-beautiful marigolds. She’s interrupted
by the kid who de-livers the newspaper as he rides his bike into the cul-de-sac
and tosses a rolled-up paper, hitting little Christopher on his back.
“Are
you a fucking psychopath?” Paige screams, jumping to her feet and hurling the
paper back at the kid, which hits him in the head and knocks him off his
bike.
“What
the hell is wrong with you, lady?” he yells back, scrambling to gather himself
and pick up his bike.
“What’s
wrong with me? You tried to kill my dog. Why don’t you watch what the fuck
you’re doing?”
His
face contorts, and he tries to pedal away, but Paige grabs the garden hose and
sprays him down until he’s out of reach. “Little monster!” she yells after him.
Thirty
minutes later, the police ring her doorbell, but Paige doesn’t answer. She sits
in the back garden, drinking coffee out of a lopsided clay mug with the word
Mom carved into it by little fingers. She strokes Christopher’s head and
examines the ivy climbing up the brick of the garage and wonders if it’s bad
for the foundation. When she hears the ring again, she hollers at them.
“I’m
not getting up for you people. If you need to talk to me, I’m back here.” She
enjoys making them squeeze around the side of the house and hopes they rub up
against the poi-son oak on their way.
“Morning,
Mrs. Moretti,” one of the officers says. It’s the girl cop, Hernandez. Then the
white guy chimes in. She hates him. Miller. Of course they sent Miller with his
creepy mustache. He looks more like a child molester than a cop, she thinks.
How does anyone take him seriously?
“We
received a complaint,” he says.
“Oh,
ya did, did ya? You guys actually looking into cases these days? Actually
following up on shit?” Paige says, still petting the dog and not looking at
them.
“You
assaulted a fifteen-year-old? Come on.”
“Oh,
I did no such thing,” she snaps.
Hernandez
sits across from Paige. “You wanna tell us what d id happen, then?”
“Are
you planning on arresting me if I don’t?” she asks, and the two officers give
each other a silent look she can’t read.
“His
parents don’t want to press charges so…”
Paige
doesn’t say anything. They don’t have to tell her it’s because they pity her.
“But,
Paige,” Miller says, “we can’t keep coming out here for this sort of thing.”
“Good,”
Paige says firmly. “Maybe it will free you up to do your real job and find out
who killed my son.” Hernandez stands.
“Again,
you know we aren’t the detectives on the—” But before Hernandez can finish,
Paige interrupts, not wanting to hear the excuses.
“And
maybe go charge the idiot kid for trying to kill my dog. How about that?”
Paige
stands and goes inside, not waiting for a response. She hears them mumble
something to one another and make their way out. She can’t restrain herself or
force herself to be kind. She used to be kind, but now, it’s as though her
brain has been rewired. Defensiveness inhabits the place where empathy used to
live. The uniforms of the cops trigger her, too; it reminds her of that night,
the red, flashing lights a nightmarish strobe from a movie scene. A horror
movie, not real life. It can’t be her real life. She still can’t accept
that.
The
uniforms spoke, saying condescending things, pulling her away, calling her ma’am,
and asking stupid questions. Now, when she sees them, it brings up regrets. She
doesn’t know why this happens, but the uniforms bring her back to that night,
and it makes her long for the chance to do all the things she never did with
Caleb and mourn over the times they did have. It forces fragments of memories
to materialize, like when he was six, he wanted a My Little Pony named Star
Prancer. It was pink with purple flowers in its mane, and she didn’t let him
have it because she thought she was protecting him from being made fun of at
school. Now, the memory fills her with self-reproach.
She
tries not to think about the time she fell asleep on the couch watching Rugrats
with him when he was just a toddler and woke up to his screaming because he’d
fallen off the couch and hit his head on the coffee table. He was okay, but it
could have been worse. He could have put his finger in an outlet, pushed on the
window screen and fallen to his death from the second floor, drunk the bleach
under the sink! When this memory comes, she has to quickly stand up and busy
herself, push out a heavy breath, and shake off the shame it brings. He could
have died from her negligence that afternoon. She never told Grant. She told
Cora once, who said every parent has a moment like that, it’s life. People fall
asleep. But Paige has never forgiven herself. She loved Caleb more than life,
and now the doubt and little moments of regret push into her thoughts and
render her miserable and anxious all the time.
She
didn’t stay home like Cora, she practically lived at the restaurant. She ran it
for years. Caleb grew up doing his homework in the kitchen break room and
helping wipe down tables and hand out menus. He seemed to love it. He didn’t
watch TV all afternoon after school, he talked to new people, learned skills.
But did she only tell herself that to alleviate the guilt? Would he have
thrived more if he had had a more nor mal day-to-day? When he clung to her leg
that first day of preschool, should she have forced him to go? Should he have
let him change his college major so many times? Had he been happy? Had she done
right by him?
And
why was there a gun at the scene? Was he in trouble, and she didn’t know? Did
he have friends she didn’t know about? He’d told her everything, she thought.
They were close. Weren’t they?
As
she approaches the kitchen window to put her mug down, she sees Grant pulling
up outside. She can see him shaking his head at the sight of the cops before he
even gets out of the car.
He
doesn’t mention the police when he comes in. He silently pours himself a cup of
coffee and finds Paige back out in the garden, where she has scurried to upon
seeing him. He hands her a copy of the Times after removing the
crossword puzzle for himself and then peers at it over his glasses.
He
doesn’t speak until Christopher comes to greet him, and then he says, “Who
wants a pocket cookie?” and takes a small dog biscuit from his shirt pocket and
smiles down at little Christopher, who devours it.
This
is how it’s been for the many months since Grant and Paige suffered
insurmountable loss. It might be possible to get through it to the other
side, but maybe not together, Paige said to Grant one night after one of
many arguments about how they should cope. Grant wanted to sit in his old,
leather recliner in the downstairs family room and stare into the wood-burning
fireplace, Christopher at his feet, drinking a scotch and absorbing the quiet
and stillness.
Paige,
on the other hand, wanted to scream at everyone she met. She wanted to abuse
the police for not finding who was responsible for the hit-and-run. She wanted
to spend her days posting flyers offering a reward to anyone with information,
even though she knew only eight percent of hit-and-runs are ever solved. When
the world didn’t respond the way she needed, she stopped helping run the small
restaurant they owned so she could just hole up at home and shout at Jeopardy!
and paper boys. She needed to take up space and be loud. They each couldn’t
stand how the other was mourning, so finally, Grant moved into the small
apartment above their little Italian place, Moretti’s, and gave Paige the space
she needed to take up.
Now—almost
a year since the tragic day—Grant still comes over every Sunday to make sure
the take-out boxes are picked up and the trash is taken out, that she’s taking
care of herself and the house isn’t falling apart. And to kiss her on the cheek
before he leaves and tell her he loves her. He doesn’t make observations or
suggestions, just benign comments about the recent news headlines or the new
baked mostaccioli special at the restaurant.
She
sees him spot the pair of binoculars on the small table next to her Adirondack
chair. She doesn’t need to lie and say she’s bird-watching or some nonsense. He
knows she thinks one of the neighbors killed her son. She’s sure of it. It’s a
gated community, and very few people come in and out who don’t live here.
Especially that late at night. The entrance camera was conveniently disabled
that night, so that makes her think it wasn’t an accident but planned. There
was a gun next to Caleb’s body, but it wasn’t fired, and there was no gunshot
wound. Something was very wrong with this scenario, and if the police won’t
prove homicide, she’s going to uncover which of her bastard neighbors had a
motive.
She
has repeated all of this to Grant a thousand times, and he used to implore her
to try to focus on work or take a vacation—anything but obsess—and to warn her
that she was destroying her health and their relationship, but he stopped
responding to this sort of conspiracy-theory talk months ago.
“What’s
the latest?” is all he asks, looking away from the binoculars and back to his
crossword. She gives a dismissive wave of her hand, a sort of I know you
don’t really want to hear about it gesture. Then, after a few moments, she
says, “Danny Howell at 6758. He hasn’t driven his Mercedes in months.” She
gives Grant a triumphant look, but he doesn’t appear to be following.
“Okay,”
he says, filling in the word ostrich.
“So I
broke into his garage to see what the deal was, and there’s a dent in his
bumper.”
“You
broke in?” he asks, concerned. She knows the How-ells have five vehicles, and
the dent could be from a myriad of causes over the last year, but she won’t let
it go.
“Yes,
and it’s a good thing I did. I’m gonna go back and take photos. See if the
police can tell if it looks like he might have hit a person.” She knows there
is a sad desperation in her voice as she works herself up. “You think they can
tell that? Like if the dent were a pole from a drive-through, they could see
paint or the scratches or something, right? I bet they can tell.”
“It’s
worth a shot,” he says, and she knows what he wants to say, also knows he won’t
waste words telling her not to break into the garage a second time for photos.
He changes the subject.
“I’m
looking for someone to help out at the restaurant a few days a week—mostly just
a piano player for the dinner crowd—but I could use a little bookkeeping and
scheduling, too,” he says, and Paige knows it’s a soft attempt to distract her,
but she doesn’t bite.
“Oh,
well, good luck. I hope you find someone,” she says, and they stare off into
the backyard trees.
“The
ivy is looking robust,” he comments after a few minutes of silence.
“You
think it’s hurting the foundation?” she asks.
“Nah,”
he says, and he reaches over and places his hand over hers on the arm of her
chair for a few moments before getting up to go. On his way out, he kisses her
on the cheek, tells her he loves her. Then he loads the dishwasher and takes
out the trash before heading to his car. She watches him reluctantly leaving,
knowing that he wishes he could stay, that things were different.
When
Paige hears the sound of Grant’s motor fade as he turns out of the front gate,
she imagines herself calling him on his cell and telling him to come back and
pick her up, that she’ll come to Moretti’s with him and do all the scheduling
and books, that she’ll learn to play the piano just so she can make him happy.
And, after all the patrons leave for the night, they’ll share bottles of
Chianti on checkered tablecloths in a dimly lit back booth. They’ll eat
linguini and clams and have a Lady and the Tramp moment, and they will
be happy again.
Paige does not do this. She goes into the living room and closes the drapes Grant opened, blocking out the sunlight, then she crawls under a bunched-up duvet on the couch that smells like sour milk, and she begs for sleep.
Excerpted from On A Quiet Street by Seraphina Nova Glass, Copyright © 2022 by Seraphina Nova Glass. Published by arrangement with Harlequin Books S.A.
Author Bio:
Seraphina Nova Glass is a professor and playwright-in-residence at the University of Texas, Arlington, where she teaches film studies and playwriting. She holds an MFA in playwriting from Smith College, and she's also a screenwriter and award-winning playwright. Seraphina has traveled the world using theatre and film as a teaching tool, living in South Africa, Guam and Kenya as a volunteer teacher, AIDS relief worker, and documentary filmmaker.
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